Love Letters Of A Narcissist - Vol. 5

They can come across so charming and romantic during their grooming and love bombing phases! Looking back I can't believe what a fool I was to have "bought" all the LIES that he was selling. I couldn't see him for what he really was because I was drowning in grief after the loss of my dad and in a new state clear across the country.

My goal is to expose #narcissists, educate as many women as possible, and advocate for better/more resources to bring light to this topic!

Enjoy a few more "love letters" from my "beloved" NarcX. Mind you, he took FULL CREDIT for writing these, but as you'll see that was yet another LIE.


ILY (aka "I Love You")
Dated: 4/08/2008

Laura, Here is my ILY for today.
Please read.
I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!

Just 3 Words.

Three things in life that can destroy a person - 
1. Anger
2. Pride
3. Unforgiveness

Three things in life that you should never lose - 
1. Hope
2. Peace
3. Honesty

Three things in life that are most valuable - 
1. Love
2. Family & Friends
3. Kindess

Three things in life that are never certain - 
1. Fortune
2. Success
3. Dreams

Three things that make a person - 
1. Commitment
2. Sincerity
3. Hard Work

Three things that are truly consistent - 
Father
Son
Holy Spirit

Supposed Author:  Charles Clifford Hill, Jr.
aka NarcX


 I don’t know who the Author is, but CLEARLY it wasn’t my NarcX!

I don’t know who the Author is, but CLEARLY it wasn’t my NarcX!

ILY (aka "I Love You")
3/09/2008

I want to live my days in Happiness
You holding me in your arms forever
Walk in this world with you by my side
To make all Thy dreams come true

No longer do I wish to stand alone
But to feel the warmth of your presence
Our two souls forever joined as one
For I Love Thee with all my Heart

I wish to live our future life together
To bathe in the radiance of your love
Hoping to love you as you deserve
Giving you all that is within me

No longer living in lonely solitude
Living within the warmth of your smile
Fulfilling all my hopes and dreams
For I love thee til the ceasing of time

Tis your love and desires I wish to know
Only your lips I long to kiss devotedly
Tis my life I wish to share with you
For I am yours to do with as you desire

Love,

Fake Author:  Charles Clifford Hill, Jr.
Real Author:  N/A


ILY (aka "I Love You")
3/10/2008

The Web

Creatively
You worked your art
You spun a web
Around my heart
How beautifully
Your deeds have spread
Each intricately
Woven thread
With strands of care
You dried my tears
Your gentleness
Dispelled my fears
Your wisdom
Helped me understand
And patiently
You held my hand
To give me courage
To brave the storm
With kindness
You have kept me warm
Your passion
Lit a glowing fire
That filled my soul
With sweet desire
You're all
That I was dreaming of
For the web you spun
Was made of love

Fake Author:  Charles Clifford Hill, Jr
Real Author/Owner: Sherri Deskins
Source:  
Love Poems & Quotes #101  


ILY ("I Love You")
4/11/2008

A gentle word like a spark of light
Illuminates my soul
And as each sound goes deeper
It's YOU that makes me whole

There is no corner, no dark place
YOUR LOVE cannot fill
And if the world starts causing waves
It's your devotion that makes them still

And yes you always speak to me
In sweet honesty and truth
Your caring heart keeps out the rain
YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof

So thank you, my Love, for being there
For supporting me, my life
I'll do the same for you, you know
My Beautiful, Darling Wife

I thought I would send you something to help enjoy this beautiful blessed day.

Your Husband.

Fake Author:  Charles Clifford Hill, Jr.
Real Author: David G. Kelly
Source:  
Love Poems & Quotes #05


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That's enough for now. We are coming to and end of the "Love Letters" series soon. This has been healing for me and like taking a little bit more of my voice and power back!

Thank you for reading and I hope it helps wake someone up to the depths of the lengths a narcissist will go to hoover and love bomb you into their control. 

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